Wise Men Say



You'll never figure out real love. It's almost unbearable sometimes when I have to keep separating myself from all these wonderful people that have helped shape who I am during my collegiate matriculation. Mmmm. Even that word still stings a little bit to say. Hampton University Graduates understand what I mean. It hurts that they aren't going to be with me anymore. Each moment I share with one of them feels like a little slice of home that I try to savor just a moment longer but it dissolves just as quickly as I begin tasting its sweetness. I don't necessarily know where this life is taking me. Maybe to research in East Africa. Maybe to the moon. All I know is there is so much that I always feel I'm leaving behind. A good friend of mine told me once that I should follow my ambitions because life keeps right on moving regardless of whether I get onboard or I throw a temper tantrum in its marble floor lobby. In this my postgraduate life I have to take challenges head on and I know my path is somewhat unclear but I have to carry on without those I love because the things that they have taught I know will resonate. In the proud way I hold my head high when I feel down. In the exhibition and application of all that I have learned. I must to dry my tears and put on the face of what everyone seems bent on calling "manhood": hiding my tears so that the world can't see, that I'm scared. d-_-b (Listening to Kanye West's "Pinocchio Story"). There is a lot truth held in the man that can admit he's human and has doubts, fears, and can still find courage through that. That's the kind of man I am striving to be in this transitional period of life. Who's that guy in the Bible who said something like that? Eli? Here I am Lord. Let's get started.

**Biblical scripture reference comes from 1 Samuel 3.**




Pinocchio Story (Freestyle Live From Singapore) - Kanye West

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  1. oo oo oooo *raises hand in emphatically* was the friend me? wast it me? did I say it? no, but in all seriousness - your feelings are natural and given the circumstance they make sense. But really, there is nothing to be gained in entertaining fear. Fear has nothing to give you, it only takes and manipulates. Courage, opportunities, lessons, strength, success, life, all fears victims. That's why it's not from God. "For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind." 2 Tim 1:7

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  2. yes, the friend absolutely was you. it's always wonderful that you can still pour into my life. thanks.

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